Haunted

Pain and tears inside of every thought i think

Haunted by memories i see in every eye blink

Mistakes i've made that once made me sink

and no matter how much i try to slink

Ghosts from the past appear in a wink Shocking me , chasing me to the brink

I can not breathe , scream or even think

Everywhere i turn i see them , in every kink

Every look , with every heartbeat , there is always a link

I can not run away, i can only write and Shrink and shrink and shrink

Until nothing is left of me except A smudged paper and some dry ink

Beauty and the Beast

I am living a fairytale....a fairytale where I play all the roles ...I am the villain in the story....the only one who could distroy me is me ....I am my own problem ...the evil that surrounds my world ....the curse casted upon my life is casted by my hands , by all the times I ran instead of facing my fears , by all the times I kept quiet when I am supposed to stand up for myself and by every moment of failure, disappointment and sorrow that held me back and kept me from living the life i want ...I'm also the princess waiting to be rescued by someone who will overcome every obstacle , every dilemma and every hitch just to win her love and admiration....and I am that very someone....I am my own hero...the only one who could save me....I just need to believe in myself ...to pluck up the courage to act ....to fill my heart with love and forgiveness ...I just need to be brave enough to let go,  move on and be ready for all what's ahead of me , for all the challenges that life brings ....I need to turn the curse to a blessing and reach my happily ever after

 #this_is_my_fairytale

 #اكرام_سويلم